For Neo!.....THERE IS SOMETHING ABOUT AMNA!

WELL! Neohoney ji

You gave me this idea on saying something about "Amna"

First of all what ever I am about to say, is coming from my heart and mind.
I did try once before to say things about her in one of her accounts about her, but I felt that this was not meant for her friends to read or for the world. So i told her what i felt about it.
Now that you have said that i should say something amna..i thought i had to have a go at it and see what happens. I hope you will understand what i am trying to say.I hope she will be happy with this....... lolzzz.

When i last spoke to you as you told me you have already notice how mature she is.....MASHALLAH!.

If i do say nice things about her its not because she is like my own daughter or my cusions daughter but because she is Amna ..the Unique that's her and she is so different. the only way i can describe her is like she so much reminds me of me.....and i totally understand and feel for her...
she is so mature . so understanding and strong minded. she is growing up so fast for her age ....i feel she is locked, trapped ............hmm......she needs to spread her wings .....and she cant...she needs exposer.......but all this will come for her INSHALLAH when the time is right for her...
I wish so much that she could come stay with me for a while to get a different experience and for her to enjoy her self.

To me she is like the saying goes ..THE BLACK SHEEP OF THE FAMILY... or like i explained to her once SHE IS THE UGLY DUCKING and i meant that in a very nice way...in my opinion to me that means she is different from all and THERE IS SOMETHING ABOUT HER....like there is always something special .....sometime only the person it self feels and understands this as time goes on ...sometime others notice this....and they tend to give out comments....which hurt the person or either its good opinions.........
MY mum ALLAH UN KO JANNAT NASEEB KERAIN... use to say same to me about how different and mature i was .......and how understanding i was......as i grew up i found they out how my mind worked and how to deal in life and how sometime i did not belong .......enough about me.back to Amna.

In 2002 while in palistan i got a chance to to speak to her very briefly .and thats how it all started since than i have kept in touch with her via net -email and net chatting .and we have become close . we have got to know each other more. i was actually quite taken back when i found out that Amna actually remembers me the very first time i visited her home and that was way before 2002.....it must have been in 1996 or even 94 ....hmm.,
All i know is that i do feel a lot for her and i care for her and i hope and feel that she can come to me for Advice any time she feels she needs to and also i am here for for what ever reason.........

There is something else i want to say .........which is that, i feel she has changed in the last six months some how ....i can feel and tell all this via net ....i know she is going through some different phase and i know it will pass......

(Amna do you know what, I still go through, a phase like you ,,,,it comes and goes..and the only thing we can do is understand it and learn from it......if not now but when it passes......it leave us with a scar in the mind of knowing what it was about.......
hope i am not going to deep, but you been a philosopher like me will know what i am on about...)

she is changing for the better INSHALLAH......she has not changed in a bad way but ...just by feelings and experiencing in life......of wanting to know a lot and wanting answers .......the rest i cant say .but i wish i had the chance of being there to talk to her.....and spending time with her....

she is very level headed (this comes from her parents upbringing) knows her limits and knows what is right and wrong. even if she has a problem to discuss with me she already has the answer.......and knows what to do....BUT The good thing i like about her is that she is willing to talk about it of ask me about, just to get to know my opinion.......:-)
she is very easy to talk to and reliable a a good dear friend.

she is turning in to a real beauty.......she has nice features and is stunning looking in many ways.
To me she is not the girly type like most who are always worried about what to wear on certain occasions and what make-up and all this girly stuff i call it...... Nope she is no the type to think or give a dam about what people might say about her....she carry s her self well.
Has very strong personalty.

yeap thats what Amna is in my opinion, by what i have got to know about her......!

SHE IS COOL!

LOVE YOU AMNA. X X X X